A wake up call or stand up call?

This morning there was a small talk at Sularis Dutamas, by Bernard Leong, the co-founder and CTO of Chalkboard. Mostly about how their product works and how it will benefit the retailers in Publika.

Chalkboard

It was an early morning for us. We wanted to avoid traffic jam from Sunway toll to Damasara, we choose to woke up at 6:30am, which is why I brought both my signature dark circles too. Anyway, as the talk finished (within 15 minuts, how sad :( ), we went for lunch.

However, that lunch turned to become brainstorming session for us. My friend, my wife and I are all looking forward to, how to start something and how to market it.

This maybe a wake up call for us…?

Big tank small fish or small tank big fish?

Kopitiam

The other day, while my friend and I sitting in a mamak having some casual conversation. He told me “What you want to be in? A small fish in a big tank or a big fish in a small tank?“.

Interesting question. Put it a simple term, if you are small fish in a big tank, you get to hide quite easily, but not easy to stand up; if you are the big fish in small tank, you’ll get to work double hard, because everyone is looking at you.

Looking at the society and situation currently, most of us are in big tank and a small fish. Everyone working double hard to stand up from someone. The situation change very quick, once you stand up, you are the big fish in small tank, people aiming for you. Like a celebrities.

Again insomnia strike me

It’s been another night I have this problem of getting sleep. I reckon I have quite a good day activities and all that, I didn’t spend too much time at night, I normally sleep before 1.00 am. Wonder why I don’t need any blemish acne cream? So I lay at my bed for a few hours, feeling so hot and woke up turned on my computer, sit here and see what I wanna say.

1, The precious 4 years relationship
I thought about this for a few times. Why am I so ready to commit and so wanting to build something to get that “4″ a bigger number. I never thought I would give so much in again, but hell it just happened. Well, this relationship gave me a lot of freedom nonetheless.

2, People around me
Very often I asked myself if I had treated people around me the way they deserved. Perhaps I’m not deserving to be treat that well by them; perhaps they know who I am; perhaps I should reflect myself; perhaps they don’t deserved it but I was ordered to treat that way; perhaps I should sleep now…

3, Fun life or serious life
I do believe I have some faces. Some people portrait me as a kopitiam friend; some people treat me like idiot; some people, respect me for my knowledge to them; some even see me as one that gonna destroy everything and leave. Once before a friend of mine told me right in the face “Hello?! Be serious a bit can you? You’re 24 now, don’t act like a kid, that’s stupid.“, I stopped whatever I did and keep a moment of silent.

4, Thinking and talking
According to point 3, that got me here. I wonder if I think more or talk more, or maybe talk shit more than either one.

After all the thinking, I think I’m scary in some way, gotta change my way of living my life!