This are the why

A lot request came in, asking for price below my budget but wanting to negotiate or discount. All they need is a “simple” website. Which equal to, a full functional website with WordPress built in and some hacks work and all, oh, don’t forget about the JQuery slider, with specific needs. I cannot really work on it nor giving any discount, simply because…

Time

One simple website require more than 100 hours of work. From brainstorming, getting the concept and idea to fulfill the requirement. I need to then design, getting approval, waiting email reply, do some revision or so, then I will need to develop, validate the code, browsers testing and all. With all those time, I think it is more than 100 hours. Not to forget, I’m putting on many caps of being project manager + designer + developer + accountant.

I can’t do it for RMX.XX per hour.

Payment

Imagine, you are getting a wedding photography package, say, RM5000. You paid a deposit (Like me too), then you wait for the session to start, the wedding agency, started to get your gown ready, make up artist ready, photographer ready. You came in, they shoot, keep shooting. Then let you select the photos and amount according to your choosen package. You paid the balance, get the photo album (Like me too) then come your wedding day where they do the makeup & all. I don’t think it is normal for people to negotiate package pricing with wedding agency, not to mention pay later after they’re done with their job.

I can’t do it without any payment.

Promises

Ok, there come those tricky part. “I will have a lot more project coming in for you!”, let’s just say, you walked into 7-11, you get a pack of instant noddle, walked to the cashier and tell the cashier, “I will come back for more, but could you give me like RM1 less?”. Do you do that? You don’t! Because we work on what we have now.

I can’t do it with a promises.

Story

Say you go to super market, you get a tin of milk. Then when you’re about to made payment, you tell the cashier, “I’m the only one making income for my family, can you like giving me a discount for that? I probably fall inside the poverty income group”, you don’t do that. The same when one says, “You know, I’m a small business owner. I work alone.”, well buddy, either we work alone or we work in pack, we all need to survive with payment, no?

I can’t do it for your background.

Well, student may take the job with lower pay. But one thing they don’t notice yet, like I did before. In the end of the day, it will not only ruin the whole market, it will ruin the student’s life too afterwards :P

Freelancer and contractor

Both may be in different field, but they are somehow, mixed together, like all other field.

Time to re-think before reply

Talk
The good thing I find being a freelancer at home is, I can rant first then reply. As a contractor, I need to reply in real-time, no hassle. I find myself stuck in the middle of conversation sometimes. Maybe I’m just a slow in replying.

Sitting is better than standing

Sit
When the project is over 70%, it became critical. I spent a few days, from morning to evening, watching over the site while I was a contractor. Details are all over the place and I have to find out where. While working from home, with a screen, I’ll just sit there and look around the monitor, at best 20 inches wide.

Inch, foot, mm and pixel

Length
It’s all about the right length and right size. I’ve been greatly dealing with inch, foot and mm again. Sometimes it is inch, sometimes it become foot and sometimes, even mm. Count and keep counting on the site. I still prefer web version of length – Pixel.

Lastly, I notice, I don’t like people, I like machine more. I need dual diagnosis to rehab and have a treatment at the same time. Time to adjust back…