So I have missed hmm…. 100 last Sunday to attend a church sermon. I wish I could attend again. Erm… Not again, I mean I wish I could attend whenever I want and just skip it anytime I want without being questions.
I stop going to church after a person tried to guilt me into attending church. It is both embarrasing and insult to me. I grew up in a Catholic family and attending churches since I’m a kid, and we go through Catholic, Methodist, Mormon, Jehovah Witnesses and you name it, let me tell you what I thought about church after all these years.
First thing, all the founder of church is so damn rich. I mean why? Running away from paying tax and keeping all these money in the pocket while guilt those attendees into paying you money in a weekly basis? Not something I’m interested on. Tell me Jesus never ask us to GIVE UP EVERYTHING we have and follow him, and as a founder of a church, they are the pioneer of the follower, and you get the drift.
I know a lot of church founders are living comfortably in a million ringgit bungalow while those attendees barely make end meet giving their 10% every month on weekly basis.
Secondly, people only thought about God on Sunday, and I have been thanking Him every morning I opened my eyes for I am alive and I have whatever I have with me. I don’t purposely spend 2 hours with Him to show you. I spend with Him in my own room. Tell me Jesus never ask us to pray in dark room. So you people who question why I never spend 2 hours with Him, why not ask yourself why you never say thank God I’m alive, but please help me for I am in trouble shit?
I hate those people in the church like to question me instead of caring of me (I’m not too craze with caring, but it is just something church should show though). They start a conversation with “Hey, it’s been a long time! Where have you been?”, this is a trick question. They expect either
1, I lie about my schedule in church to have the guilt in me for lying in church;
2, I be honest and tell them I stays at home and start question why the hell am I a lazy ass.
This is the exact sentence that stopping me from attending any church, and even if I attend, I will excuse myself once the sermon is over and never go networking, least I know those who like to ask this question.
In short, I want to attend church whenever I want without being questioned and don’t ever question my relationship with God. Until some churches know how to respect an attendee, I think I will rather stays at home even if I wanted to attend one.