160 characters not enough

I started to rethink about the whole mobile phone functioning now. Nowadays, people don’t like the character limited by the handphone or the service provider, 160 characters? It’s never enough! Most people like to squeeze in everything in one sms in order to save the RM0.15, thank you! For example, vinyl lingerie becomes vnyl lngr. That’s why Malaysian are all rich, never heard of “In order to become billionaire, you have to be kiamsiap a little bit more… Each time”?
160
There was this housemate who recently moved out and like to text me for some short notice. They always like to use “u, r, nt” and so on, all those short forms are killing my time to read it.

There’s enough creativity for you to explore when you’re on your friendster or facebook, so wild on it, because people just wanna see who’s your friends. But playing some short form in a handphone that only have a tiny screen on it? That’s why I never practice any short form in any message/email/sms I’m writing. Just so I can pick up a bit of spelling and vocaborary. Ironicly, there was one time he text me when I promised him to go to the location, the text was like…

When u cum, sms me k?

I seriously doubt my girl friend won’t think that is my phone sex experience…

Valentine’s Day

After seeing a lot of my friends going out with their partner and left me alone at home, I started to think again :) Someone said

Valentine’s day was created by the people to commercialize everything and to get their yearly profit in a day

Love shape
True enough, one rose could cost you a meal today. As a person who live and grown up in a city area, who the hell know much about planting their own? Or perhaps, bought it a few days/weeks earlier and keep it nicely? Well, Valentine’s day has it’s own good and bad. Bad – Wallet getting thinner. Good – Forgiveness.

It seems that every time when Valentine’s Day is here, every couple are going pretty well together and they can forgive whatever on earth the mistake ones did, went for the most expensive Machu Picchu travel and etc. More and more people started to tell me that buying flowers is a waste of money, and it wouldn’t keep longer than 2 months :lol: That’s why I hand-made some roses for my girl friend years ago, it’ll never die :D Let’s just say today is the forgiveness day and everybody having a great and hopefully sincerely meal :)

Another turning point

It’s been a week I started my full time working lifestyle. Still haven’t really catch up with it though, it seems to be very tired every night I reached home. Comparing when I was still on my holidays, it’s the Heaven and Hell differences. Anyway, still adapting this lifestyle though. Gotta wake up early and sleep early everyday :)
Crackers biscuit
Each morning I would wake up 2 hours earlier to catch up with my work out and my breakfast. Cracker and Milo still on going :) So deep in love, but my wallet was so hurt. I still remember when Milo cost only RM8.90 a tin when I was a kid and it’s now RM23+. And while the cracker biscuit was previously a mere RM1.90 to nowadays RM3.10, everything changed :(

Gonna work double hard to get more income nowadays. Time to experience the life my parent went through before :lol:

Giving is loving or a sign of trust

Either one will have the it’s own explanation though. But it’s funny to see a lot of relationship messing this up. Couple of night before I came out Puchong, I talked to friends who have had broke up experience, that include me as well :D How many of you did stupid thing when you’re just in love or wanna be in love on a relationship? Buying flowers (I never did this), buying all bills (Yes I did), near non-stop calling (I did. Twice, dammit!) or perhaps, borrow money just to buy a gift (I swear to God I never did this)?

When young, loving IS a sign of trust. I am damn sure this relationship gonna work so I spend all the energy, time, money to make sure it work on her as well. Some called it as investment, but it’s near, very near to investment. Buying term life insurance online quotes become so easy and compulsory, even making love become soul exchanging instead of a simple touching organ exercise. Trust is the deal on young puppy love, and I’m still loving it, if only I have time on it :? When I was in this relationship now, I know I need to spend something and perhaps restore something that I shouldn’t. After a few years in a relationship, I started to think twice… Maybe it’s because the relationship getting mature or the mind getting mature, love suddenly become loving. I’m guessing I’m on the right track now.

I give because I love (Sound so geli for me now), so I give in and give up (Something only though :P ). I give my time and my energy to make sure this relationship works as it should be; I give up the time fooling around outside to make sure she knows I care for her (when with her); I give up my messy habit to make sure she can live with me and a lot more to go. That is the giving is loving I mean when I don’t see it when I was young and naive. This is investment that people usually say. The different is that when young and naive, I don’t think much, everything is focus on a pointless point.

What the fuck, why the hell am I writing such thing now?

What is lonely

Living room
It’s been few days I’m here and having nobody at home bu me in a big house, that reminds me about this question. Do I feel lonely? Or does lonely comes when I am alone. Not likely I would say. Lonely strike when I am thinking about something, about things that needed to be done with another person, gaming, chatting, serious talk and etc.
Cloudy noon
After I count it, this would be the 7th year I’m out station from my house, and 2 years of long distance relationship. Having only one or two friends that can actually talk from heart to heart and this doesn’t happen when I wanted as well. I reckon that is the loneliness I’m having right now. It doesn’t help even I got a few New York Yankees tickets too. A lot of time there are things and music that remind me about my girl friend, but I got no place to talk beside spending some money on sms. Maybe this is what she always said “I hate LDR to the maxxx!” :lol: I think I am a workaholic, I wanna work and work on anything, that’s why this kinda loneliness doesn’t strike me so often, but it still does though.

So what is lonely for you?