I’ve been comparing both iPhone and Nokia 5800 lately. However, due to the huge demand I have in my mind, I think I need to reconsider a lot of stuff, including buying a tuxedo or a casual jacket. Need and want has been long gone in my mind recently, all I wanted is look for thing that could satisfy me. That, remind me about a quote from Mahatma Gandi…

Earth provides enough to satisfy every man’s need, but not every man’s greed

Speaking of enough, I actually got almost everything I needed and wanted already. Maybe it’s about time to satisfy my want-list List of things I might needed…
1, Better chair at room
2, More clothes
3, Some health related suppliment

Done my need. It’s quite simple actually, nothing fancy. However, comparing it with my wanted list…
1, Nokia 5800/Apple iPhone
2, 19 inch LCD monitor
3, DSLR Camera

Abviously the wanted is way far from needed. If I only to satisfy what I needed only, I think I’m there soon. But with a lot of aspect in life and my desire, I tend to make myself difficult on choosing. Make sure I choose wisely on needs and wants now

I was in my empty room for the whole day. Because today the church was celebrating some anniversary with lots of people gonna join the event, so I back out instead. Sitting in a room with nothing much on hand, watching some repleated shows and movies, feeling really boring honestly. I wonder if some people have 2 weekend holidays, what would they do? Sleep the hell out of their head? Having sex to replace the weekday? Or maybe having a great walk at surrounding area?

Saturday, I went for a small jogging in front my house, it’s been months since my last blood test and my last exercise as well. There’s been a lot about healthy problem among people around me, just to make sure I don’t easily get sick or get some kinda Mesothelioma thingy While jogging, I saw lots of children playing balls around the playground. Same old thing happen when they strike their eyes on me – Scare the hell out of their arses! Well, never mind that, so happily I went out alone tonight to have some walk around in the mall to see what I can get, this time, incident happen differently though. Whenever I look/stare at somebody, they would tend to look away instead (That explain why I seldom get to see hot chick my friends recommended me when walking together in a mall).

People judge people, that is the fact people cannot change. But in my cases, I think that’s too quick for a judgement eh? Jumping to conclusion? Whatever, I’m still the same old me – Alive and kicking!

I used to work in advertising agency. I see the environment, maybe because the agency has a nice one, or maybe they are different with the office I’m settling now. Either way, my point was the fun word. Why is it feel like so serious in this company right now? Is it because me wearing black clothing, or is it because the environment that is too serious, or perhaps it’s the work holding with me?

I started to wonder if I have any illness about being alone you see. Sitting alone there for hours not talking like most people in the office. Cigarettes consumption getting higher and higher this few weeks. Maybe I’m still new into this office, because the manager doesn’t seems to be too friendly at some point. Better watch my back since he is sitting at my back peaking through when he is free. I wonder when will the fat guy sitting behind me stick all his cubicle glasses so the manager can’t see me

This is the end of my second week of working fulltime. Have fun like I always do, have a boring time in between and of course have a tiring day as well. Much like a normal guy nowadays. At least I can start waking up myself without the need of anyone else The only thing I’m not getting used to was the monitor size Though it might sound not much different with 15″ and 14.1″ but when I sit at home looking at my small laptop, the differences are too big Need a LCD?

Only when I see the college from the inside out I can find out the thing, the efford the college put in for the students. When I was a student, I tend to think otherwise, especially to see thing from the outside instead. Never did I thought about working inside too. Wearing black whole day. Oh, just before I forgotten, DO NOT, I repeat, DO NOT buy cheap office shirt just to save you a few bucks, because you’re gonna wear it for the whole day. Stupid me! Lucky my mom bought me a few branded shirt

There were a few serious part that I need to take some time off to take care. 1, Relationship and 2, Timing. The earth quake started to shake this time, not much time can I spend on sms or even MSN. As for MSN thanks to Streamyx that keep on time out on my home connection this few weeks. SMS? I don’t know why, maybe I just changed this stupid phone that taking my time on SMS so I give up typing with it Anyhow, time to learn time management again