How I distress myself

I’m a normal guy as well. Most people thought I’m a guy who laugh a lot and never have to worry about things, living in my own world. That’s actually what I’m looking for, but the reality hit me hard though. It’s not like movies nor fairy tale stories to be alive. That’s why, I’m both blessed and pening to be alive :) Sometimes, I fo get depressed, but it depend on the situation though, from light to heavy. These are how I get rid of the mood and continue the fight.

1, Watch movies!
The best way to get rid of light pressure. Although I might need to finish a lot of work. But it become secondary when movies came in. I’ll finish all my movies, take a shower and prepare myself well then only sat down and ready to work, even it’s midnight.

2, Clean up my room.
This require a great work and at the same time, I took it as an exercise. Cleaning as in, sweep the floor, mop the floor, clean my ceiling fan, adjust my study table and etc. Almost everything in the room will be cleared. After that, a shower and sit down for work. It felt much better with a clean environment :)

3, Sleep the hell out of myself.
If I can’t get away from anything else, like the world is crumbling down. I go to sleep. I would sleep for more than 12 hours or so, just to get ready for a fight. Normally when I choose this path, it means I’m really in pressure. I sleep at daylight and woke up at midnight, then only I work until the next morning. It’s to make sure I have a clear and silent environment. That however, helps me to be more productive than anything else.

Strange this is, I need a shower doesn’t matter which path I went for. I love taking bath or I need to clean my mind and body at the same time? Anyway, I am now on the 3rd stage.

Counting from the last

That’s what my parent love to tell me when I don’t get a good mark in school when I was kid. And this few days, it’s Malaysia I wanna say, everything started to count from the last.

1, Streamyx, no improvement after all the complaints on the internet. I don’t think they don’t do any Google search as well. Thing is nothing and no one can do ANYTHING to make them actually work. Disconnect and slow speed are the common problem I can tell from all the search. Oh, never “disconnect” your bill when you actually drop them also happen once in a while. You tell me it’s a developed country? Count from the last, yea.

2, Corruption country. I always thought corruption in Malaysia not a big deal, once in a while one will corrupt to get more benefit from the case. However, after reading that Malaysia was voted 90+ from 180 countries, it’s fine, because Malaysia still standing in the middle. But to see Malaysia ranking dropping every year is the hit. ACA working on? Well, it’s all about political don’t it? Even ACA also owed by government. I know Singapore also accept corruption once in a while, not all the clean. But as for Malaysia, count from the last, yea.

3, So often I heard about the economic and politic here in Malaysia is stable. From which side of them are stable anyway? If it’s stable, why poverty is so high? Why there’re so many illegal housing area around the town? Don’t tell me they don’t know, as for them, they should know before hand right! Else how can sit there? Economical stable? Political stable? Count from the last, yea.

4, Malaysia dare selling water to neighbor countries, when here in Selangor was flamed by dirty water. Just how “indah” the situation is. Many time I find myself having bath under the yellowish water, such an “indah” scene don’t it? Well, that makes all those gigantic water filter manufacturers so happy. Now you think buying a house is easy? How about maintain the house to have a clean water? Malaysia water? Count from the last, yea.

Or they really have their very very unique yet owed rating level and style?

Rating system

How blessed are we to live in Malaysia.

About last night and today

I haven’t been sleeping since last night. It was a quick decision to stay awake the whole night just to finish some of my work. No doubt, my assignment was about stop motion video, imagine how many adjustment and photos I have to take the whole night and put them into one file frame by frame to get the video done.
Classroom
Anyway, it was great to see the time went by so fast and a total relief when things are done. This semester has to be the most lazy semester I study. I dumped most of my assignments a side and… Watch movies LOL! Friends just came and gave some movies to me at my external HDD. Sigh… I can persist games, but I can’t persist movies :lol:

Things to be done asap:
1, Fall theme
2, Travel theme
3, 3 ambient advertisement
4, Interactive web
5, Motion video
6, Radio commercial
7, One self promotion advertisement

Whoa… When will there be 42 hours a day?

2 things ruined my Sunday

1, Blackout happen again
I was still sleeping, it was 8.15am my phone rang that the van is coming to pick me up to the church, but I rejected and continued my dream. Suddenly I felt there was this death silent in my room, I looked up, the fan stopped, my computer doesn’t have the sleep LED indication. I ignore everything and continued my dream.

I keep sleeping until 12.00pm, it was so refreshing, the weather is good, that’s why I don’t felt any hot at first. However, after another few minutes, my bed become the best fat burners. And then I notice, it’s been so long the blackout happen, when does it stop?! The landlord came down, told me that the electric can only come back on at 7.00pm, I fainted down! Luckily, at 5.25pm the electricity came back :)

2, Streamyx again
Since I didn’t do anything the whole day, I was thinking to do some quick research in order to pick up next week studies. Bang! No direct internet connection, the best I can get is the LAN address. Damn! Until now, which is pass a whole Sunday, Streamyx came back :?

Still wong

1, Friend told me I was getting lazier this few days. I wonder what did I do that so significant for them to notice this. However, I still maintain the urgent and important though. Well, I’m ready to face the last minute work anyway :lol:

2, Macbook dying on me recently. I get my CD Rom defeated. I can’t install and watch DVD from my Macbook now. A good “yeah” so I can get a new laptop soon :lol: So bad, anyway, this is new Microsoft “I am PC” campaign. No promotional products, no selling point. But at least, it’s some awareness :P

3, When the time is tight, my asshole is tight as well. Some work came in on rush, so I’m having a great constipation again :? Though I can just dump a few laxatives, but I tried not to and see what natural way instead.

4, Yes, Streamyx has not been well this few weeks as well. Every time I wanna do online research, it timeout a lot and make me keep refreshing and time wasted. Isn’t broadband created to save our time?

5, 2 cats keeps coming to me. Feeling the world is full of love suddenly.

6, It’s good to still be alive and blogging here :)