Again insomnia strike me
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It’s been another night I have this problem of getting sleep. I reckon I have quite a good day activities and all that, I didn’t spend too much time at night, I normally sleep before 1.00 am. Wonder why I don’t need any blemish acne cream? So I lay at my bed for a few hours, feeling so hot and woke up turned on my computer, sit here and see what I wanna say.
1, The precious 4 years relationship
I thought about this for a few times. Why am I so ready to commit and so wanting to build something to get that “4″ a bigger number. I never thought I would give so much in again, but hell it just happened. Well, this relationship gave me a lot of freedom nonetheless.
2, People around me
Very often I asked myself if I had treated people around me the way they deserved. Perhaps I’m not deserving to be treat that well by them; perhaps they know who I am; perhaps I should reflect myself; perhaps they don’t deserved it but I was ordered to treat that way; perhaps I should sleep now…
3, Fun life or serious life
I do believe I have some faces. Some people portrait me as a kopitiam friend; some people treat me like idiot; some people, respect me for my knowledge to them; some even see me as one that gonna destroy everything and leave. Once before a friend of mine told me right in the face “Hello?! Be serious a bit can you? You’re 24 now, don’t act like a kid, that’s stupid.“, I stopped whatever I did and keep a moment of silent.
4, Thinking and talking
According to point 3, that got me here. I wonder if I think more or talk more, or maybe talk shit more than either one.
After all the thinking, I think I’m scary in some way, gotta change my way of living my life!
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